I have posted many times about the importance of moving forward. I think, wait…scratch that, I know I have been trying to pound that into my own head. The truth is, until we are ready to let go of things, we are stuck. We might try to move forward but we go nowhere.
I have beat myself up over my marriage. Not my divorce, my marriage. Why? Because I don’t think I ever really knew him. That has scared the Hell out of me. It has kept me hidden away from the world. Fear is a Hell of thing.
I tried to save my husband from himself. The process about destroyed me. I realized after some time that I had to save myself. I had lived in my bedroom for several years avoiding him. My thinking was, if I didn’t let him close to me, he couldn’t hurt me. But…
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